Believe in Myself

How is Everyone

2011-06-03T22:42:00.000-07:00

Dear Bloggers,

How are you all...i miss writing on my blog for the past few months. I was so busy with the new activities and new workplace that i just started, being transfer from Raffles to MOMCC..yep, now i am based at Ministry Of Manpower CC. How was it? No comment..stress load is heavy and we are underpaid..nothing unusual for civil servant. Its a common among all in the Ministry sections but for most of us, civil servant wanting to leave the job security and join the private sector..i guess..everyone will think hard about it. Its a crucial decision if we had to choose between govt or private

Given a choice, i will go for both as being tested and have an experience in both sectors, i will defitnetly will know how things are work. Who is the approving Officers or the Big "TowKay".
Recently, i bump into an old friend from school. For severals year after she graduate, she try her luck in the government sector..less than 2 years, she hold the White Flag...reason.."The stress load is killing me and my private life...it lead me to my broken relationship"..i guess, she might be the one who can't separate private life from working life thou..Although, i don't denied that stress load affect every person working in the govt sector but it is how, each individual separate the work and family.

Well, i am looking forward..to every aspect that i am going to enjoy while in MOMCC and for sure, evryday i will meet different individuals with different problems for US to solve it..My colleagues always have this saying.."Your Problem...become My problems...??"...hahahaha..a sentence from RZ from FDW section.

Looking back..all these experience have taught me a valuable lesson..Be Strong...always

April...

2011-03-26T09:04:00.000-07:00

Dear Blogger,

When was the last time i wrote something on my blog...that was in January..hahha..and months pass and now..April is coming..
There was a lot of thing that happen..only recently, Japan was in terrible state after the post Tsunami and Earthquake that rock 9.2 ,the strongest in history. The last time a strong quake hit a country was 7.6 and that was in Surabaya. The saddest and scariest is the Nuclear plant was affected..everyday, i keep on reading the news and pray hard that the worker or the govt are doing something to keep the reactor cool..and pray for the people of JAPAN. The news i read everyday, makes me want to join the Mercy Relief volunteer supports to offer any reliefs or helps in any way. But Japanese, they bonded together whenever there is such crisis..such as other earthquakes that happen before..in Tokyo..in Chiba and Yokohama in 90's.

Be Strong Japan..My prayers are with you..Amin

1sr sat duty at B.Batok

2011-01-22T09:39:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

My 1st Saturday duty at B.Batok..it was great until i got a caller...an idiotic and simply annoying person,who really makes my day..a SUCK one..

Masyallah..i admit..sometimes i am just ashamed of other Singaporeans how they act or behave in public but this caller...he prove me right..totally i nearly spend 1.15 hr talking to him...and trying to get him end the call but unfortunately..he is a smart fellow...trying so bad to get answer to his reject applications but sorry dude...you got to write an appeal...hahahahahahha...and subject to Officer approval..

a living truth

2011-01-22T09:06:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

I always had this perceptions in me..whenever something bad happens..never condemn others of it.

Asked our self..where do i go wrong in this issues..the answer is always there..for us to search and look for it HARD enough.

We will learn from the mistakes and move further and knowingly, we can avoid the similar mistakes from repeating itself in the future. And this...all from ourselves..nobody else.

We need to clear the air..before more assumptions occurs and more workloads are delays and outstanding reports pile up...get over the anger,dun let it control our self..at the end of the day...it is U..me.. who will be clearing all the "Interaction" details...Got It..!!!!

So, lets work together as a team and dun let others bring you down.....even without encouragement by others..We will do it..

Been there

2011-01-19T07:55:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

A deja-vu...i don't know how to explain it but i dream i was standing in a crowded room..with peoples that i am not familiar with. But someone with a red dress standing next to me and asking me my name..

And that happen today..exactly.

And the lady in red dress...turn out to be a old primary school friend ....and married now to my fren...hahaha..this is truly a small world..

Rain

2011-01-12T07:47:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

Its been raining for days and days non-stop. Its disrupting my night routine of night walk and exercise. Although the Chinese always believe, if there is a lot of rain 15 days before the Chinese New Year, it will be a blessing year ahead. Its a year of a Rabbit 2011.

New Year 2011

2011-01-12T07:11:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

I admit..due to new work responsibilities and training of the domain HPSM,especially IWPS system, i admit it is not an easy work..Back to IT life..after more than 10 years i left it...now i got to pick up the basic skill...and all the stress with it,all over it again. Nevertheless, i know this is just a JOB..my passion is not in it. It's just a job which pay more than my other jobs and more better benefits. But with the location so near to CCK and just a 3 stop away from the CCK MRT, i am an IDIOT if i turn down this offer. I am so blessfully glad to be selected to be in this Team.

There is always blessing in disguise. Although i find the training and job scope in POC is more harder but compare to NCS, the training is more complex but everyone play a part in helping each other and always give a helping hand. The ambiance and environment is better compare to POC, where Darren Fleury always breathing down our neck to complete the task and attend to International Patients queries.

My New Year celebration for 2011 is simple affair. Me,Indira,Aaron,janna and family and rafeah make it a point to be at VIVO countdown. That night marked the 16th years of friendships of me with Indira and Rafeah. My 2 old frens..knowing them since teenager till they become mother. And Janna too..such a blessing to know this wonderful lady with a golden heart and great patience. She had never lack in giving out advise to others. Below is some pictures of that night..enjoy

Indira,rafeah,me and Janna

the mummy's with their son and me..

success

2011-01-06T07:13:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

Success is not a destination but it's a Journey...which we shed tears and sweats for it..and Got It..

I know this sound strange but ever since July 2010, i have been trying to lose my weight,which increase and decrease in a short time spam. I managed to lose a total of more than 12kg...for the past 6 months..Wow..it is a definitely a big SUCCESS for me..and those who are supporting me..like my close frens and family.

Never did i care much of the food that i eat...and never did i care much of the drinks i drank but now..its either Coke Zero..if i ever wanted a coke or it will be non-carbonated or better still...plain water. I am also watching the sugar level and the carbo. Should i jump to Atkin Diets? I read in the Internet forum, Atkins Diet is something that is not well recommended to those who are in the range of more than 35 BMI...and i am one of those. So..it will be the natural way then..more brisk walking and cutting down on carbo and more proteins.

I love the changes in my body. I can feel my thigh have shape up and my ABS have decrease. My jeans are getting loose and my tops are getting loose too. I need to put in extra effort to tone up my body..especially the ABS area and the legs..i really need to work out more.

At the same time, these activities do take my mind off on several issues. My inner self confidence and the trainings for Domain module. These are so tough...tougher than the CGH training but insyallah..i will able to make it. Since i am already reaching 85%...why give up now? Of course, i will not. I am not a Quitter..and i am not going to be one. No one except myself....have to stand up..be a Better Person.

Living it Up

2011-01-05T07:36:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

Sufian Harris sms me this morning....he met with a small accident..now this is sad. A fren met with an accident in a foreign country without any family members or friends around. I hope he is doing ok. He did told me a bit thru emails, about the training that he doing, with some other pilots. The stress mode for me to increase. That's why i didn't see him often in facebook. Or else, he will keep on tagging me with music videos or any other post. I hope he is doing ok and may Allah always protect him.

My training Domain is ending soon. The HPSM software is not something we all could master in just a few weeks but with all the jargon's and code..it is still a big headache for me. But, there is always something new for me to take on. So, walk into that door and see what is the opportunity waiting for me. Every minute and second is priceless and once we wasted it, there is nothing to regain it back. So,whatever we choose..whatever our path is...there is no looking back. Look forward to the future. No one is stopping you...no one but Our self.

I realised that, been back in updating my blog, i forgot to mention that Indira and Aaron Swan was in town for Christmas and New Year Celebration with families and friends. I really enjoy both mother and son company although it was a short visit. I am missing her and Aaron already. It was nice to see Aaron,tall and big at his age and look good. And Indira, mature and looking good too. I really enjoy those last minute to spend with them together with Janna and family,Rafeah and wan and Indira and son..to the 2011 countdown. These are the peoples,together with others who are close to me,are there for me..in my up's and down's.

Its Losing.....wohooo

2011-01-05T07:16:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

Ever since in July 2010, i have been enjoying the night brisk walking at the CCK and Brickland Road...and i seldom miss..even though i had several injuries on my right leg. And a few visit to Sports Medicine Clinic in CGH. My third was in Nov 2010..and was told,to take a rest. A good rest.I didn't. Time is running out. And i don't even know whether i should go for the audition in April 2011 although, the agent has already confirmed it with me. Should i? This is the 4th Drama i will be in and this time...more role. But, is it worth it? Should i? I got to lose those fats to fit into this character..be someone else but i might not be comfortable..yes, they say i fit the role character but i haven't read the script. I could only get it in April 2011. There is still more time to decide and ponder on this but at the same time..the run is still continue. And just this afternoon, i weigh myself...and i counted...i have lose 12kg ever since i started this nitewalk..i m so happy...soo very happy...there is no words i could describe.This is the most i have lost so far..ever since i have been trying to lose weight but this amount of kilos off me..i feel good..the jeans are getting loose, eating less and my body is leaner. I could see the sharp edges on my face and importantly..my DIMPLES..hahahah..i m Loving It..

past...

2011-01-02T07:21:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

There is something..of all that i want to say to myself and for those who are reading this blog..

" Let go of the past... Learn from it yesterday, but by all means, move forward "

I am trying my very best to follow this words. Someone,i know and close to,someone i respect most in my circles of frens, msg it thru in my facebook. Advising me..

" Leave it to Allah..let it go..do something to forget..go out with your frens..dun think so much of it..this is just a test from Allah knowing you are strong enough to handle it. Yes, you can Nora,nobody is perfect in this world..nobody. All of us, as human, will go thru this stage one day,either will be early or later ,its depends. Nothing goes smoothly..that's unordinary. Take it as lesson you learn,although its a bitter one. Learn to forgive the person,who impact this hurt on you and you will definitely,will forget it fast. Learn to FORGIVE and FORGET....leave it to Allah to guide you,spiritually...be closer to Him and always remember Him in your prayers.

We can't do anything if Chubb Nadd want to bad mouth you more and more...and fabricating more nonsense. There is nothing we can do but listen but those knowing you..who are close to you..will know what is true and what is not. You have been told of this Nad but you still go ahead and befriend and be close to her. Don't say we didn't warned you earlier,we did. We told before of what she is capable of but we know,knowing you for years, you are stubborn. That's a Scorpio in you. Take it as lesson..bitter than the one you been thru...and go with the flow. Allah always be with you..if you always remember Him. There is always a reason everything happen. You have told me about him being someone fiance since October,when you got those msg in FB..but knowing you,my fren,you are not the type to disturb others relationship. You respect others belonging. There is no need for you to respond or reply or retaliate of whatever she says..be proud that you know,where you stand..truth will be out one day. Silence doesn't mean you are weak or lost. We always stand behind you.

So don't drown yourself in this matter..make 2011 a year of more promising future and i pray, everything will goes smoothly for you . "

Thank you so much kak..knowing you is a blessing in disguise. Although we don't work in the same workplace anymore but your advise,really give me more motivation to move and forget those 2 people exist in my life. Yes, you are right..nothing is free in this world. We have to pay it with a price..

What Friends!! there is no true friends...

2011-01-01T12:16:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

There is one topic which i want to say in this blog for today....

"Don't pretend to be my friend, you are or you aren't"

I had enough of this Chubb Nad nonsense in her facebook wall..i had enough. There is no use of writing those statements or commenting for self pity if she didn't push herself and make herself realise where she goes wrong. Should i retaliate and reply to whatever she wrote and talk about me. I know..she bad-mouth me..this 23 years old girl...whom i befriend for the past few years and only be close to her..in 2010. I know,those who came forward to me,earlier and warn me of her..would definitely laugh at my back but they didn't. They just send me msg thru facebook and told me, its ok. Just believe in Karma..she done to several peoples before, you are not alone..some even told me" I TOLD U SO".

How does it feel..to be in my shoes? How does it feel to have this kind of person,in your life..making things difficult for you to move on? How do you feel..its like being stabbed in the back? This is something happen to me before..i should know how to cope with the pain..although the scenario is different, but the pain i had, is something difficult to forget.

He,listen to her story. Never even asked me any explanation but then, i am nothing..maybe just a fling or stranger,delete me..from FB after i deleted her. Obviously,there is nothing much i could say but there is something.......

"Open up your mind and change your way,you are hurting women's with your flirting way"..

I really pity his girlfriend of 3 years and now his fiancee...whom he got engaged in July,before coming to SG...i really pity her..maybe only she could hold him down on his flirty ways..all the best lady....

Anyway,back to the original topic..i decided to let everything..this episode to close. Let her say whatever she want..let her do...whatever she want..its her life. Why i delete her from my Fb, i got a reason for it..personal or not, its mine choice. And i pray..whatever happen, will be a big sad lesson for me. I pray and hope, i will not come across her again..never lay my eyes on both of them.

As my big sister,Salina and my close friends advise, "everything happen for a reason.there is always a blessing in everything".. this incident could be a bitter one for me but it make me feel more appreciative of my close frens and families who never stop showering me with their concerns and advises over and over again.

All i hope and pray, he won't go around and hurt more hearts..especially Fats girls like me..and i do hope..that he will realise that he actually should feel lucky to have a fiancee who are so patience with his flirty way.

Painful Lesson

2010-12-24T12:06:00.001-08:00

Dear Blogger,

I have lapse in writing on my blog..i miss it so much. It is just that my time is taken up much with the new place located near my place,NCS BUkit Batok for Ministry of Manpower navigation portal web. I have go thru a lot of domain training. At this moment, i find the training is tough..and my trainer,is helpful although there is not much interaction with her.

For weeks, my mind always wander back to him. I can't even concentrate in my training and i must pass the test. For weeks, i felt so down and disappointed. I can't control my emotions and tears keep on rolling down. Why do Allah let me know these 2 people in my life? Why? why did she do all this..knowing that i am fragile when come to this issues..numerous time i have told her, never date or even go out with men's who are attached, but she refused. There wasn't even any bad attention in my ways of helping her, brought her in my circles of frens and even get her to tag along with me,when i met him for the 2ND time. But fate is cruel. And brutal truth,really hurts.

I had a painful experience..the guy is a jerk.No guts to tell or ask me direct but listen to another party,who is a complicated person. He seriously had a fetish for big size gal and i am one of them, who fall for it. Stupidity. I should have listen to my instinct and warnings from others. But i refused and i pay for it.

There is a reason why i delete her from my FB. Her negativeness and aspect towards life, is truly shown me how complicated and complex in her mind. She need helps. Someone need to refer her for counselling. But alas, her ego and arrogant attitude will one day pay for it. She may say whatever she want to others about me. She may say, what she want to add to the story but i know, what i am doing. Being quiet and silence doesn't mean i am in wrong. One day, the truth will be out.

I am just disappointed that he, judge me in the different way. For months, after knowing his real status, i prepared myself. I know, i meant nothing and he is not wrong to befriend another muslimah. You can't help it to fall for a sweet talker and a seducer but ending in this way, truly hurt me. Whenever there is a Beginning,there is an Ending but to end a friendship in this way, is not the way. Obviously, this guy is just a jerk who flirt and hurt other ladies.

Thank you for that anonymous FB-ian who send me the msg thru my fb, informing his real status. Provide me a lot of details even issues of him in UBD years ago. Gave me his link thru goggle and his blog and friendster. But i dun need all this. I dun need to see all these. What i just need is, from his mouth that he is someone FIANCEE..of the girl whom he knew for 3 years. Seen the picture too,fair skin and chubby,a slightly smaller size than me or chubb nad. I am sooo DISAPPOINTED in him. Be a MAN. Ask me directly,why am i acting like this. But he didnt. Infact, he took the easiest way and delete me from his fren list in FB. Do i need this type of man,as a fren? I think not. It is easy being a LIAR but not a HONEST person. So what if you had the title HAJI..be truth to yourself.

I believe and i know, everything happen with a reason . Allah has make it that way. Tidak sia-sia aku diuji but knowing there is pasti ada Hikmahnya. Cuma waktu and masa akan menentukan. Walaupun perit rasa peristiwa ini,and knowing..they might be laughing behind my back..hanya Allah saja yang tahu. Walaupun jalanku berlikur-likur dan berduri, insyallah, tidak sia-sia aku diuji oleh Allah, pasti ada Hikmah-nya disebalik peristiwa ini.

Now, let me learn to forgive and forget this experience..this is a painful lesson i have learn in my life..to meet this jerk and this bitch. Hidup ini bijak menyusun untuk manusia belajar dari kesilapan. Semoga aku mampu bangun dari kesilapan ini dan berjalan terus..menyusun langkah dengan Bismillah..insyallah, hanya masa dan waktu dapat mengubati hati ini.

Random talk 5

2010-12-09T12:09:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

I just don’t know why do I felt so down today. Maybe becoz …of yesterday event that left me totally …there is no words for me to express myself..i find myself..ugly..that’s all. OK..enough Nora Samad, if there is any self-esteem left in you…I think there is none..ZERO. I don’t denied kak juls and kak chitra are a real pro in handling beginner like me but then, I am just shock at myself..i am just plain UGLY…better still, stay away from others..i don’t shine and I don’t sparkle. Let me stay at the back better still. I prefer that way..i should just go for natural look..and dun look so “colourful”…

I saw him this morning..at the mrt station..after so long..seen him..i am very surprised of his reaction. Very surprised. I think I should give myself a WAKE UP call… “Let it go…he is not interested in you”…I m feeling much better now..after getting myself too emotional with this issue. This has to stop. It effecting myself too much. I can’t separate myself from reality to imaginary. I think I have to console myself and learn to love myself first before anything else..i need to get closer to Allah..i need to start all over again on how to pray..so I am better prepared. I need to get myself be prepared for any negativism I will be getting in the future, to calm myself of how obstacles come to me are actually a test from “HIM”. Its to “HIM” u got to ask for guidance and forgiveness, coz one day, we will return to “HIM”.

My mind is made up..i decided to quit the facebook..out from my life . I would delete it and closed it. I don’t need this pain inside me to grow and become a sickness in me. I would rather he come forward and tell me straight away…”Hey…I dun want u”..at least I got the answer that I been looking for. And will know..where I stand…although I didn’t stand anywhere near him thou..hahahah..this decision of mine to delete my account is something that I truly wanted. Maybe I will consider again but the thought if it, already implemented in me. It is best, to leave it as it was. He is not from here..he is a stranger and he is someone new that I knew. Let’s take it..it is just my illusions.

Why do everyone is blaming fate..why do everyone think..FATE is so cruel. Its us…human who made it so. We are the one who hurt others intentional or unintentionally. We should be the one to be punished, not fate. Think of all the confusion, heartaches and broken hearts out there..think of all it..and you will find the answer

1/11/2010

It’s the start of the November month..the Scorpio’s month..i had a bad fight with my sister…last nite..i was down…very down..but she..assume and act as if I am in the wrong..ok,so wat I was in.

I cried in the nite till my eye are swollen…let it out all out..with isa next to me..my bro was call ..after the fight…

With this eye…swollen..i met him and we chat at the train station…till clementi..where he drop. Had a lot of chat in the train…and suddenly I notice a ring..my heart beat stop.And I know he did his best to hide it…my heart break….again..hahahah..dun know why I want to write all this but it does help me to release a bit of my tension..of him and work.

"Dear Allah,

I pray you hear my pleas from me..i pray with your guidance and blessing and I hope you are able to guide me in proper Islamic way…and I pray to you..please make me happy…and not sad..please protect me from any disaster or any trouble..please protect me from destroying myself…"

I got a positive respond on my make up..happy to hear that..hehehe..a bit slowly I am learning on how to make myself up and how to dress myself up and got some positive respond..glad to hear that..i am making myself more prettier although I know..i am ugly..hahaha..sometimes I wonder why I was born ugly..why couldn't I be sweet or pretty like my other cousin or sister-in-laws…why?why?

As day goes by…I realize the feeling of missing him..is slowly decreasing although he still on my mind and I do still remember him..always. That’s call obsessed with love..hahaha..this is me..a NUTCASE on the loose

The CGH project is getting to the end and somehow…the feeling of losing some close colleague is something I rather not think of..i dun want to feel attached or felt lost. I hope their new workplace is a better place and better in any sense. Although some have express their unsatisfactory of not gaining the extra $$ for the new salary..anyway, they have decided to go and join CGH…that’s their decision…while the rest of us will be deployed to other department..most likely under LTA

Since this morning…my mood is gloomy..i didn’t hear any new from him or chubb nadd or rafeah..these are the peoples that I always interact on the email..to ease my boredom in the office since I couldn’t access to internet. I am also being ban from using the facebook in at home..all is my sis action..so I am kind of piss…but its ok. Everytime the lappy is spoiled..its my fault..everytime its like that..and I am kind of piss about it. One day, she will know where is the fault is.

They, my friends were telling me that I am sooo stupid to being play by a guy…and yet still can think of his well being and him. Maybe coz I dun want to carry the hatred in my heart thus making me this way…able to accept anything that came my way and my life. Well that’s me..i learn to accept the flaw in me..and learn to accept the negative stuff about myself..look for ways to improve myself, for I know, insyallah, Allah will show me the way for me to change..for the better. I know, one day the time will come…soon.

This November, I dun feel like celebrating my birthday..as I find..this year..is a moody month. I dun felt happiness or anything to celebrate or being happy about it. With my sister constant bickering…I felt its time and better to move out of the house..knowing it for my sanity too…in the end.

4th Nov

Today is the eve of Deepavali 2010…it is few days I last heard from him..and last nite , for nite walk…I had heart to heart talk with my niece. I am surprised,my sister knew about him..and even predicted prematurely that he is just playing around with me..definitely he is attached to someone back home..but just passing his time here in Singapore. I guess..i better guard myself against this type of person..this type of man. But as a women, I admit, we are the weakest species around and definitely always in the most compromise situation. Only the strongest survive and I hope and I pray I will be in that category. Please Allah..do help your humble servant..

Being in Singapore, it is not easy..the work pressure..the peers pressure and families bonds. For those who had good jobs are often in dilemma..either financially or constantly trying to pair up to their expectation in wealth and monetary gains. So what, if you are earning more than $3k but with debts around you? I had that taste before and now, I am paying it..more every sweat and hard work I am doing now..there is no holiday for me unless my families sponsor or anything. For that, I am thankful I got a great family that stand by me..and I am glad..very glad. I love each one of them..in my own way..although I seldom told them I love them…but by my action. Action speak louder than words.

Recently, I read a book, given by a fren of how womens in Saudi Arabia suffer of constant abuse from their spouse,master or employers. Some are brutally rape..beaten with hot rod or irons and even nails. Why do these Arabs mens do these to their womens..aren’t they are born from womens too and their mother is a women. Why do these Arabs nations have been keeping quiet of this abuse? These womens are weak and they need help….by just reading what are some of the womens went thru the abuse, it makes me sick at the heart thinking..what kind of men are they? And yet, they are so rich..multimillionaire and very educated but nonetheless..they treat womens are a cattles to them.

I dun know where I got my courage but I got it somewhere..syukur alhamdulilah..and I asked him out..for a drink. Heehehe…somewhere near cck Lot 1…better still..no need to travel far..

Random talk 4

2010-12-09T12:06:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

Do Women really need MEN in their live? That’s the question I would like to impose on someone like a fren of mine, who went thru messy life love triangles and another fren, who can’t wait to go home and be with her husband, whom they were together since 2003.

Now..let’s start with Fren A. She went thru hell with the hubby, caught him numerous time having affair and sex with other women's. She is a strong lady but eventually..emotions and heartaches are all she ever get since married to him. He doesn’t focus much on their maritial problems but instead, turn for comfort to other women’s..some who are young enough to be his sister. Do we really need this type of man in our live? We can’t answer that..we are not married to him..doesn’t know him well but judge him from external but WE do not need this type of men in our lives, who made us shed our tears always and the pain we had to suffer. Let’s kick this type of men out of our lives..so that we can have peace of mind.

My another fren, Fren B is in a stable marriage to a man whom she got hitched since 2003. That was 7 years ago and 3 year in a peace and harmony. Although they are not bless with any children's yet..but that does’t mean they are lonely or there is no laughter in the house. My Fren B was diagnosed with Incompetent Cervix 4 years ago. As a dutiful wife, she gave her husband the permission to marry another, to give him offspring. Till now, he never looked at another women…never cheated on her and always dutifully accompany her to the doctor appointment without fail. What does Incompetent Cervix means? It meant that she will always miscarriage any foetus. Her womb is sooo fragile that she may not able to hold anything even something as light as her husband sperm. But with the supports of the great man behind her..and the love they had for each other since school..syukur alhamdulilah they have been staying strong. Currently, they are thinking of adopting a child but at the moment, her condition is not stable yet and what more..with the new working environment, which is more challenging, she might need to cope with more stress in workload. Who said..to be a Civil Servant is an easy job? With this type of man for a husband, we will walk thru fire to be together..there was always a saying "There is always a women behind every Successful Man”…but this time it should be “ there is always a great man behind every great women”…

In a way, could we find a man for a husband, someone like our prophet Muhammad? Maybe that person do exist but he could be one in a millions. Let’s accept the fact that all of us have flaws that each of us have to respect or accept it. Your husband could be damn good looking but he’s a womanizer. Your husband is so quiet and soft-spoken but he an abuser. Nobody is perfect in this world.

Random talk 3

2010-12-09T12:03:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

I attend the Artistry class of make up organize by Royal Touch Spa and Artistry products. It is very interesting and very informative. The basic point in learning how to put the basic foundation on your face actually need skills and to draw that eyebrow is a skill that we need mostly..to enhance our eyes and one thing for sure…for a skin like mine..not much blemish and spots (alhamdulilah)..we don’t need much heavy make up but a DAY make up is a much.

Alhamdulilah I attend this class..its a part of my way to enhance myself..thru make-up and exercise for my benefit of course. For my oneself and no one else. I find myself getting more vain…hahah. I used not to worry of my appearance..no make up..so what..i know my complexion was god gifted free of any spot and blemish or pimples but then ever since early this year, I had started myself on the Artistry products. I need to know more of my daily cleansing routine that help my skin to be good…am I going toward the area of being a BIMBO??..nooo…of course not..i dun wear 7 inch high heel with a mini-skirt..hahahahha..but a guy fren was telling me..in a way was giving me a useful tips..told me that

“ You had to do something about yourself, not only to look good but feel good in your own skin. You had to change your habits and change your lifestyle to accommodate the new “NORA” that is making her way out for Debut.. You got the looks..enhance it..You got the skin..make it glow..You got the way to talk..seduce or talk your way rite to it..dun hide your shyness..coz that’s not you. If you could charm a stranger..do it a classy way..not some bimbo’s or pro’s”..that’s coming from a guy who always conscious of his look..hahaah..Thanks Bro..

Random talk 2

2010-12-09T12:01:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

Its been 2 days that I last heard from him. I wonder how he is and how is his result from the previous test..i wonder did he make it thru or just managed to scrap thru it..but knowing an intelligent person like him, I am confident he will make it..with flying colours..

Deep inside me…is telling me to be cautious of this man..but being a women and a weak one at that, I follow my own heart althought my sense telling me otherwise. Why..cause we are the weakest species Allah has created. I am not someone strong. I could fall down anytime if I got hurt and bruise. Nobody is perfect..everyone has a flaw in them..there was a saying..” Learn to love human flaws as much as perfections”..in another word, nobody is perfect in this world.

I had a great walk/run last nite along the Brickland Road..although it was drizzling last nite but it wasn’t heavy as I thought. Me and my niece, Nadd brave the weather together with other joggers, and reached the peak. I felt good..after few days of hiatus of the haze and heavy rain..i felt good..and will continue doing so till I am able to reach what I want..and by doing so..i am able to relax my mind and able to focus more on other stuffs in my life. I know I can do it..and I have prove myself I am able to do it..Go Nora..Go..U can Do It..

Life is short..better live to the fullest…I am telling myself that everyday…no matter what time and what day. This is to remind me..there is no harm to do what I wanted to do…as long as it is the right way.

Dreams…in within 2-3 months..2 of my frens dream of me in an akward position for I, myself had the difficulty to explain. One dream of me, having a bath in the Ramadan month while another, dream of me , crying badly in her dreams weeks ago. Surprise..intrigue and strange suspicious came to my mind. Why ? I can’t answer to that..and I truly don’t know what is the answer, only the almighty Allah able to show me the sign. Most of them, especially my sister-in-law, Fida told me not to believe any of the dreams..unless we dream it contuniously for 3 days. I ever dream of him twice…in my dream, he was sitting near a window and was looking outside,with facial impression deep in thoughts and worried expression. Something tell me, he is troubled by something back home. I know…he might have a family back home..although he do admit he is not married. He could have a fiancée or someone special. I know I shouldn’t hope for anything…shouldn’t think anything related to him. Never give my heart away…It is easy to say, but difficult to carry it out..very difficult. I have tried to do it…but failed everytime.

My close fren is taking a bike lesson….to ride her bike to work everyday, since now she is single again and just her and her kids…she is going to achieve what she wanted. Go for it ..i always encouraged her..do what you want to do..nobody gonna stop you now..

Suddenly, I miss my love ones..my late grandmother and my late mother..i miss them so much. Their presence in my life was a short one..that didn’t allowed me to spend more time to be with them or showered them more luxury or loves when they are old. Their presence in my life, changes bit of me..in good and bad. I was closer to my grandmother than other cousins or siblings. I am the one who goes to her if my other cousins bully or ignored me. Her words of wise advices always play in my mind and heart. I always remember her nagging..especially when I came back from school..”Nora…dah sholat”..she always make sure I will do my duties and pray..and be a good muslimah. But why, till now..i couldn’t fulfil that for her. Although I couldn’t complete my 5 times a day prayer…at least I try to do so. It was a sin to miss even one of it..i am ashamed to be call a MUSLIM if I am leading this type of lifestyle. Although I have stay away from alcohol,drug or casual sex…at least I know..i am not going down those road…

There was a saying..life is unpredictable. “expect the unexpected”. I was worry of a fren current condition with her life. I could say, it was going to be a messy divorce ahead of her but knowing her…since 15 years ago..i know she will get through this with just a flick of her hand and she will move forward. There is a better life for her ahead. Although she will be saddle with 2 kids, there is no way and nothing gonna stop her for doing what she wanted. And she are now learning to ride a bike..isn’t that good. I myself can’t afford to do so…...

The married couple

2010-12-09T11:58:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

Ok...very recently, someone add me in facebook.."Zul Keith Lee"...hahaha..sound familiar isn't it? He is a jerk..a married man now with a son but flirt and slept with many women's he could find in Bearshare..Friendster and Facebook...i am not sure if some of you did come across him previously in bearshare or friendster but this is the guy that ever made a pass at a fren...asking her for a one night stand...hahahah..he was turn down ungraciously and he wasn't happy. As normal, as someone add me in fb and i wasn't as cautious..as long as not foreigner..i will just add them..not knowing whats laid out for me..the problems of being harassed..by the spouse...eerr...what's with the WIFE nowadays..it's not my fault your hubby want to add me in his facebook..??and not my fault he keep on sending some lewd and funny messages thru fb..we didn't even meet..and i didn't give him my contact..so..i am a free person..not tied up with anyone but that doesn't mean..i am CHEAP. I still got my religious belief and alhamdulilah..will hopefully allah will prevent me from going to such road..what the hell is this man thinking..offering me such proposition...go to Geylang if he was so desperately need one and better still, as a wife..know where you stand in your marriage..and keep track of your husband philandering ways. I am not a 3rd party and i am sure, the others are also innocent of this scheme that your hubby did. By sleeping around with strangers is not the answer to have the BEST SEX ever competition in the market. I know such person previously and i hopefully won't come across that type of person again..in my life..EVER again. I know a Bitch who slept with every men's she knew...although she is married with 2 kids and now, i know a Bastard..who slept with every women's he can get...although he is also married with a son..these two people should get to know each other well..they are well-suited to be together..in heaven and hell..obviously.

It is common for human beings to made mistakes..either in their work life or relationship. mistakes are made to learn , not to repeat the same mistakes again. But why do some, still making the same mistakes..over and over again..and again..that lead to some hurtful experience for others. i dun understand..why is it a person who is happily married are now looking for constant companion to filled himself , while the wife is struggling with a complicated pregnancy? why do such men existed in our life? But why are the wife, just stand back and let them do so..i am speaking from an experience that i went thru earlier February 2009..and that such person is back again...hmmpphh...why can't he learn from his mistakes and make amend?Why can't he see that he is hurting his wife and family in doing so? And why can't he realise that by doing so...he is endanger himself to having diseases...by sleeping with strangers...why...why? I should be asking him that...when i saw him in fb..under an alias name but its the same person,whom i just describe..he was related to a fren..and worse of all...he added me twice but i ignore. I dun want to get involved in this situation so i better stay away and learn from the past mistakes.

Random talk

2010-12-09T11:50:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

A normal Sunday went by and the HAZE from Indonesia , have slowly lessen due to rain in this past few days, if not, it is really choking us when we were walking on the streets or going to work. And the heat...it was so hot and warm, whenever i walk on the streets, my whole body will perspire...like nobody business...can't take the heat anymore..i prefer to stay indoor for the past few days..

I managed to clinch a deal with Royal Touch under Artistry products..i bought the whole set of Artistry II pure white for myself..and managed to get Nadia to sign in..well, not really critic her but i am amazed she know much on putting the make up but dun know how to take care of her skin...for this i will get her involve..for her good well being. For her to have more knowledge in her skin matter...

My daily routine of brisk walking..got an opposition from few parties..from "him",frens and my family. They are just not keen of me going out everynite to do the faithfully exercise along the Brickland road...especially after the news of the Woodland slasher. But i am sure...i pray hard it won't happen anywhere near me..please Allah...please protect me...speaking of "him"..weeks gone by..i do miss his email and sms..chatting with him..i do hope he will do well in his test..but from the last conversation we had..he doesn't sound very confident..and not sure..so i guess..more effort are to be put in..in the future.

We meet up on last Sunday. He wanted to find Salted Fish...oh my god..he like to eat Salted fish..or better still...ikan masin in malay..hahahah..i really can't imagine him eating that but then its one of the delicacies from his country. And at the same time..he gave me some souvenirs from there..and prawn crackers..i told him before, of how someone gave me prawn crackers from BN..it was superb..delicious..different from the one that i bought from Malaysia or Indonesia..it was nice..but then, the one that he gave me..is still untouched. Keep it for a while...

Knowing very well that soon CGH will be moving back to hq...the whole section is buzz with the delight of some who will be posted to..who will be joining the CGH team and who is going where..the excitement and gossips that we are hearing..is enough to damper the mood. Some of us are so comfortable working with each other, but to be separated, was kind of mix feeling that develop among us. There was sadness,happiness and confusion..those groups that are still making their decision is still under the confusion team..hahahah

Harsh Critic

2010-12-09T11:42:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

A harsh criticism from a close fren, left me feeling hurt. To me, a dress is just a dress...a simple flowery dress and nothing more. Why must she made such a comment in that way..Obviously, i don't have the figure to wear and flaunt it. Well, sorry this gal is not a sexy BBW that some are. There is nothing revealing or sexy. Its just a simple flowery dress. But knowing her for years, i know such comments that she make, its for my benefit..but truth hurt.

A mess started within Me...

2010-11-19T09:15:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

I admit..due to several failed relationships in the past...and several types of men i had short relationships before..one left me a scar, which till now, i can felt it..just like Yesterday.

My current situation is simple..i dun know if he is interested in me..since he didn't admit it but i have express and directly told him..in an email. There was a bit of misunderstanding between me and him that lead to some wrong interpretation but we sorted it..slowly. A third party was drag into this mess...its all started from me and i know..where is my weakness and my strength. We spend time a lot together and i am confused of his attention and views in me. Sometimes, i wonder am i just a "passer-by" for him, while he is still in Singapore..to fill up his time..before everything end next year...and he will flew back home..to his family. I don't know...some will call me "Idiot" or "Stupid" to still...wanted to be with him but i am willing..to stay as his friends. Hopefully, insyallah, i hope everything will be all rite. There is no way we, humans could tell whats in the future for us..only Allah..and he will determine the future for all his umats.

I always the one, who always back away from any relationship..if there is any party is involve. It happen 6 years ago but as time flies fast and it heal the pain...although friends and family are always there for me. Their love and concern, is Priceless...Nothing i could said..could describe it.

Sometimes to keep it together, you have to leave it alone.

2010-10-23T09:39:00.000-07:00

Dear Blogger,

Sometimes, we have to sacrifice something that is too dear in our life. Sometimes, we got to let go something very precious in our life..and sometimes, we have to make ourself understand..that what we wanted..may not be ours. It is fated...may not be in our hand.

There is a saying " Always expect the Unexpected"...and was told by me..by a dear fren, Ahmad Mahi. And bro, i am sorry for the passing of your grandma on last Thursday...Salam Takziah.

There will be time, when our service in the current department..have to make way...for a new project. Since i will not be following the CGH team in the end of NOV 2010..there will be a chances i will be under other technical or customer support team but which one or where..is the big question for myself. There was a news brought by the "Gossip Wind" that there is an opening for "Android" team but when and who is in charge is still unknown. There is also an opening in LTA team but which one of us is going..there is no answer to it yet.

As far as i know...i dun mind anywhere they are putting me..i have to accept anything given to me with an open mind and eagerness to learn new products and stuffs. Nothing is going to stay as permanent in this working life..its either we got to learn new things every now and then or we will be back dated in whatever is new in the market.

Well....let see the result in end of November 2010...and with much anticipating...i hope and pray..i get a better place.

I want a person who comes into my lifed

2010-10-09T07:47:00.000-07:00

Dear Blogger,

After much thinking and worries that i may harm others feelings..especially a phantom third party, this is all i can say;

"i want that person who comes into my life by accident and stay for purpose as my fren.."

Would that be too much to ask?

If ever he is reading this..i hope he understand...

Don't force

2010-10-09T02:21:00.000-07:00

Dear Blogger,

For more than several years i wasn't in any relationship...no messy headaches or calls to answer. But i do miss those romantics phrases or sweet words that were says to you..sometimes.

He, suddenly appear in my life as a fren thru the facebook. Someone that i doesn't know totally and not even related or connected to any friends. And i am even surprised at myself by adding him..knowing that is not my usual style. I do not add anyone unless i do know the person personally or any relations. But when we start to chat, i find him full of witty personality and a joker. As we more interact with him daily...especially with emails..i begin to look forward for his every email..or sms. Never seen him before..from the way we correspond thru emails and sms..i assumed this guy is older or mature in his personality. I like him..even before i met him. I know..its crazy but the feeling of growing fond of him..develop instantly. Nope..this is not love..i assured myself over and over again. I can't fall in love that fast and easy.. i told myself..in a positive way..don't ever fall in love

But fate play in a unusual way..when i met him for the 1st time, i was expecting a mature guy but the person standing in front of me, at that time, was a calm,gentle and sweet looking guy. He speak in a soft spoken tone in a gentle way. I like him...a simple and sweet nature person. He is full of advice and never lack to give them. As time goes, i learn more about him..chat with him and get closer to him. We flirt with each other..to the extend i know where to stop but at the back of my conscience, there is always something i need to know..so that i do not hurt another party or another person. I don't know if he is married with a wife and kids waiting for him back home. I didn't know if he is engaged to a lady, who is waiting for him to finish his course here in Singapore..and i don't know...importantly if there is a special lady waiting patiently for him back at home.

I make a rule for myself, when i went thru a similar experience before..which i unknowingly went out with a married man, till the wife contact me. I, after much thinking, back out of the relationship. It is best to maintain the relationship as friends..and till now..we are still friends. I don't want to hurt another women's feeling...it is like hurting my own sister or girlfriends. The pain i once went thru..i surely doesn't want any women's to go thru with it. The sleepless nite and tears are enough to push me to the brink of....

Back to him...as i know him more closely, i like the person of who he is, not what he is...there is a big difference. I always looking forward to see the simple him, in his purple polo tee with his laptop bag and jacket..trodding to the mrt station, every morning. Him, who sometimes will wear the same polo-tee twice a week,really tickle my humour bones. I always look forward to his morning email..which will brought a huge smile on my face..even thou i am facing the toughest training practical in front of me. His jokes and comical ways of expressing in the mails..makes me laugh and giggles..Those were the beautiful 3 1/2 months to me..and i hope, he will feel the same too..

But i know...you can't force someone to like you...or fall for you. Its best to cultivate a friendship with him..for its better.....

There is no need to sleep on it...

2010-10-09T02:03:00.000-07:00

Dear Blogger,

Previously, i was writing something that happen to me about 8-9 years ago..while writing that particular parts of old history...suddenly all the past..the fights and hurtful words was remember...and these happens when i was writing about it..I have already forgive and forget about it...but why does it leave a mark in me..maybe because i am still bothering of all the insults he throw to me..that's hurt...and i hope, he will learn to respect women's.

To want or to need...

2010-10-09T01:16:00.000-07:00

Dear Blogger,

It is difficult to explain when you have something that you kept to yourself..and always have the curiosity to knew...at the earliest possible moment..this is to help you to prevent any misunderstanding in any relationship...yes..i am saying..RELATIONSHIP

There was a saying " When you doesn't need me but want me..i will stay but when you need me but doesn't want me...i will go"

I am someone simple in every general aspect. Those whom know me personally and close to me, will know my past history in life..there is few..who stay by my side..for uncountless time..when i need a shoulder to cry..be it an old fren or a new one.

There was a time, back about 8 - 9 years ago, my feelings was callously hurt and trampled by a guy who i was seeing for less than 6 months. A person with a short temper is not suitable as a partner in your life..although i do know..he sometimes do read this blog....the bleakest moment of this disastrous short relationship..i pick myself up and learn to heal my inner-feelings on my own time...slowly putting myself in Allah hand..to show or guide me ..with frens and family surrounding me..in no time..the OLD NORA is back..with gusto..hahah

Date and after much blinds date which is set up by some frens...are not something i was looking forward to. But due to their persistent and much anticipating wish...i do attend some. Most of dates..end up better being a friends. In my personal view, Men in general especially Malay mens...the packaged the want in their women's is beauty are rank no 1 , follow by size and lastly personality is at the last bottom. In another word, it doesn't matter if the girlfriend is a "Blond Bimbo" and always think of Louis Vuitton before sleeping..The looks of a lady is more important to them..not the personality or the character. And this is what MEN want...they are simply LAME...just don't get it at all...

My farewell from KKH

2010-09-10T05:11:00.001-07:00

Dear Blogger,

Here is some of my farewell pictures of my exit from KKH. After four and half year, struggling and trying to prove myself in the department and all my hardwork is not appreciated,getting the junior,whom u trained,become the deputy ...i think its too much. I had enough. Time for me to look what the environment outside is offering..there is a big open space and more that we can choose from..for our better future. And i don't have any regret to tender my resignation and pack up and left, and don't turn around. Insyallah...my new work will be better and more promising..

Mr Han,Stephanie and me...

Me with Staff Nurse Sasi...

Some of the pictures of the DI Staff..from Annie Sim

A great hug from Dr Sumeet....

A Farewell lunch courtesy from Cellinjit and Sabrina..and Soc,who join us later

the sonographers whom i will miss...

me with the sonographers...

with the general radiographers..whom i will miss

Short Vacation to Mersing

2010-09-10T03:02:00.001-07:00

Dear Blogger,

My family decided to take a short weekend trip to a beach resort in Mersing,Malaysia. Actually,my sister Salina have made a reservation at Raja villa but when we reached there...the place look so eerieee..as if have step into twilight zone...Masyallah..none of us object to staying there..although the view from the hill is fabulous..but no.Decision is made among us..we decided to hunt for nearby resort. My sister-in-law,Hawa recommend a resort,Fishing Bay which turn up to be marvellous. I mean the view. Although the resort look nice from the outside but the inner parts of the room..its been some time they did some renovation works. The door crack and the shower room screen can't closed but overall..it is much,much better than Raja Villa and the scenery is Great..take at the pictures of the beach below and you will know . Coincidentally, when we reach our room, which is facing the beach, we saw a Singapore plate car stranded in the beach. I guess, the driver must be a young fellow and overshot when he reverse..its funny but then, i thought to myself...pity him..he is young and just pass his driving license maybe few months ago..

All of us enjoy the short vacation and the dinner at Banafe Villa Cafe at JB..our favourite place to eat .

My brother-in-law Rashidi and my sister,Salina with the babies in our family...

My family..right infront of the beach at the resort

celebrating father's day and birthdays together ...

the view of the beach infront of our room..

we had dinner seafood bbq buffet at nite...

thats the name of the Resort

the view of the pool...

thats the car that was stranded on the beach...the driver is the one in orange tee..

my sister and her family...

my nieces and nephews ...

me with my nephews...with fida(sis-in-law) and my elder sister

Natasha birthday in JB

2010-09-10T02:41:00.000-07:00

Dear Blogger,

We celebrate a birthday celebration this time again...Its Natasha. She turn 12 years old this year and will be sitting for her PSLE this september. A real pressure on her to do very well in her PSLE this year. We, my sister and her family and me..had dinner at JB Tesco Pizza Hut..thats wat the birthday gal wanted..and did a little bit of shopping too...

Natasha with elder sibblings,Kak Nadia and Abang danial and little bro, Adam

The family before we left for JB

the girls with their mum..

Danial Birthday Dinner at Swensen IMM

2010-09-10T02:31:00.001-07:00

Dear Blogger,

My nephew, Danial Asraf turn 13 years old in the month of May...and he asked for Swensen dinner to celebrate his birthday...he want the Steak..although i have told him..the steak at Swensen is suck but he still want it...ok..go ahead..try it..at the end..we gave him an ice-cream cake toppled with a candle...this is just a small celebration with family...not yet our extended family.And i am glad he enjoy it..

The boys with their Mum...

Danial with big sis,Nadia and little bro..Adam

Danial with family...

The Arrival of Mohd Iman

2010-09-09T22:27:00.001-07:00

Dear Blogger,

My family got another latest addition..Mohd Iman bin Isa...born from Isa (my bro) and Fidah on April 24th 2010 at Thomson Medical Centre. It is a great news and i was soo happy,another nephew. He is so chubby and cute and look exactly like his older brother,Zikry.I went there straight from work as it is not far from my workplace..juz a few bus-stop away....but i stop the wrong one...ahhaha and i got to walk another 5 min to reach there...along the way...i was stop twice..people asking me direction..to Novena Square or to Newton.."Do i look like an Information Counter People..." but as a good citizen of Singapore..hehhee..i told them the direction and wat bus to take...Once i reached the entrance of the TMC..i hurriedly walk up to the room..so eager to see my new nephew and Little Aqil too...

2nd elder bro,Aqil looking out little brother..

the whole family gather at the hospital room

me with Iman

Iman...so cubby

Suryati with her little daughter

Grandpa with grandaughter

me with zikry and Iman

older brother with little iman..

he is closely watching little brother...

Aqil with wak didi...

the new proud parent

Aqil with kakak nadia

Taufik Wedding...

2010-07-15T09:23:00.001-07:00

Dear Blogger,

I was supposed to upload this wedding pictures of my dear cousin, Taufik wedding but due to work load,stress level and much anticipated PC is down again...it took me nearly 5 months later to upload this pics....Sorry for the delay..i know some of you do message me asking..Where is Taufik Wedding Pictures...some of you may able to view it on my facebook but alas, i don't add some of you in my facebook..although it can publicly view...you are welcome to view it..

Anyway, the great news that i heard, soon there will be Taufik junior...alhamdulilah...the Hussien/Sokyah clan family will be expanding..its great to hear that. I am happy for the newlywed couple.

Feel free to view the pictures below...

this pic is taken,courtesy of little Aqil..playing around with my camera...

Me with adam with the newlywed...

just me with Taufik and wife

my family..with the newlywed couple..and cik rahma and cik aziz

my family with the couple...

Evon farewell dinner

2010-05-23T01:20:00.000-07:00

Dear Blogger,

Ms Evon Chua was a colleague of mine, who join nearly the same time as me,left last March 2010 . I wasn't shocked or disappointed but angry at the treatment of CB on her staff. .why didn't anyone stop her...of her words and actions....I wish all the best to Evon chua..as we are not that close as colleagues..and knowing there is no loyalty in her bones for friendships..All The Best..here are some of the pictures taken when i organize a farewell dinner for her.......

there were the only 2 men around..Han and Ghaz....

Steph and her murtabak...

Ghaz really enjoy the dinner and so is Wada, Jamaliah daughter

SN Maggie is showing how long is the Wantan noodle....

All of us at the dinner...didnt expect a lot of turn up

Wonder...what are they talking about....

Mr Han and steph is so engrossed with something they are discussing....

Jamaliah with Ghaz...this is their 1st pic taken...after years working together

me with steph and evon..

me with SN Krystal.....

Mr Han and maggie...

Our table is the most loud on that nite....

me with Evon Chua..

Its either they are getting bored or sleepy....hahahah

these are the 2 gentleman in the dept who we can depend on....and trust

me with evon and jamaliah

Ghaz with evon and jamaliah....

Anticipation....of the best DJ

2010-02-25T20:45:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

Ever since i was a child, i love to listen to the radio. When my families were still staying at Pasir Panjang , Jalan Mat Jambol..the radio is my mum and grandma companion while they were cooking or doing housework's. They were so happy to be entertained by the music...either the oldies or the latest pop songs, it doesn't matter to them, as long as someone is singing..hehehe..my grandma favourite is Shairfah Aini..one of the Malaysia top singer that till now..can fill up most of the concert hall with her outstanding voice. She is also my idol. I often listen to her oldies.

No matter what are the songs the deejay are spinning on the air...i will hummed to it...but my favourites stations are the Warna, Class95 and Perfect10. Those were the times when the deejay are hailed as celebrities and they are more popular back then...and they are still are. But alas, good and great deejay are slowing moving out from the radio industry to be an emcee or TV presenter. Some, are even an actors or actress now. But where can we find those deejay again..who fill up our night with their great choices of songs and entertain us with their witty chats on the air and cracking jokes that even listener laugh their head off and importantly, their soothing and great voice that make us listen to the radio 24hr. Without deejay, we may not know the latest songs, the juicy gossips, the latest 4D number, the important news and the traffic news ( the most important ). That's why...we always had portable radio with us. Even when buying the hand phone, we make sure there is radio that came with it. Don't all of you agreed?

Below is the list some of the deejays that i will always remember and they deserve more than just an awards..

Brian Richmond

He was ever called, the Grandfather of the Radio Station...that's Brian Richmond. Mention his name to any taxi driver.. and they will reply.."aahhh...the local Ang Moh..i like his music..". I love listening to his chatter in the mid afternoon or evening. And he will either spin a lot of oldies, especially country music or the local oldies. Mr Brian Richmond can pass of as grandpa-next-door or your school counsellor, but he is a multi talented man. A comedian, an actor and a great dad. Father to Mark and Don Richmond, he is still active on the air, although he has aged gracefully well and still got that good look although his head is already full of white hair. It seem, its a family traditional for this family...to get everyone involved in the Radio industry..i hope Sol ( Mark & Beatrice son ) will follow grandpa footsteps.

We could vote him for the title of "The Grandpapa of Radio ".

Georgina Chang

She is one of the pioneer batch of deejay from 98.7FM. She also got the most luscious lips and desirable mole in the industry...hehehe ( same goes for Kate Reyes)..she is one the pin-up poster girls of Perfect 10 in the early 90's. Next to Sharon Gomez..whom i heard has left to Hong Kong ages ago...she is a bubbly and versatile person...on/off the screen and radio. Her tantalizing voice is quite husky, that sometimes she could be mistaken for non-local. Back then in the early 90's...she dated fellow personality, Darryl David but heard, they are divorce now. She moved to be a sport presenter but now is back in the radio industry. She was one of my favourite female deejay in the early 90's. I think currently now, she is co-hosting BlogTV with FD.

We could vote her " Miss Sweet Smile "

Vernetta Lopez

Look at this lady...born with a great body, beautiful sweet smile and great personality. A friendly person who never shy away from others. She always say hello even thou, fans are shy to approach. She is born to be on the air..as her voice is SO soothing and sooo desirable. Her jokes and chirpiness could wake us up early in the morning. Currently, she is one of the trio from Class 95. I couldn't find any negative stuff to write about her as i felt she is one of the personality that you will fall in love at first sight . Even from the old TV hits, as Denise in Under One Roof, she won fans for being the ever loving and funny Denise. Married to Mark Richmond in the past, she is now happily married to a British. I am glad she found love again and happy for her. Hopefully, she will have many kids in the future and " please, don't migrate Vernetta..Singapore need a DJ like you.."

We could vote for her " Miss Sexy Radio Personality "

Hubert Tang

This man is one of the pioneer batch from 98.7fm. One of the guy with the manly voice..a bit similar to Sinatra thou. Nothing much i could write for him because he is mostly not in limelight much but i am glad he is still in the radio industry. I used to listen to Hubert Tang while i was in teens. He and Dahlia Zee are always the partners for any roadshow. I remember, when NKOTB and Paula Abdul is coming to Singapore in the early 90's..he is often the emcee for the roadshows. And i will always be there..not only to support the show only but my favourite deejays.

We could vote for him " Mr Voice of Radio "

Joe Augustine

Although he has left the radio for quite some time...he still have fans coming up to him. One of the famous duo from Class 95fm morning show with FD...its really sad when he left..although FD is fabulous..its just part of him is missing and no other duo can really be at that top like them..even The Married Man from 91.3fm is still not so favourable with some listener. FD and Joe are the classic in the duo partnership especially in the morning. Their jokes make some listener wake up early just to catch their morning show. Their show hit the rating in the radio entertainement industry and when he left..fans felt sad. I was one of them. He is a ever most funny man, next to FD eveer exist in the Singapore Radio. A man who is so versatile and multi talented..

We could vote him " Mr Funnyman of Radio "

Florence Lian

I couldn't say much about her. She is the "Madam" for the english radio station and also one of the judge for the Singapore Idol. Hmmmm..one of the smooth voice and sweet laugh..she doesn't interact much when she is on the air but most of the song she play is very catchy and sentimental hits. What i could say...she look much better on screen and with less make-up, she will look younger. Can't believe that she is in the 40s...she has that natural "Tai-Tai" look...

We could vote for her "The Madam of Radio "

Mark Richmond

This guy with his pan-asian look was a popular heartrob back in the early 90's..he was one of the guys that can make girls knee goes weak and some ladies, fluttering their eyelids to him. Ladies, including me..i was very geeky lah at that time..will rush to the entrance of the mediacorp door if Mark Richmond is having any show. But our heart was broken when he got married to Vernetta Lopez. And again when he remarried Beatrice Chia...sure no chance for some ladies out there...(hehehe..*evil laugh*). But his smooth accent and good pronounciations and choices of songs that he likes to play on the air, always makes him one of the ideal contestant for the Radio DJ award. His smoldering looks and cheeky grins alway an appeal to late teens and early twenties ladies,especially. But still, his choice of migrating from the radio to the screen as sport presenter, is a wise choice..but then again, we miss listening to his voice over the radio.

We could vote for him " Mr HeartBreaker "

Daniel Ong

Everything about this man....there is only one word.."NICE,Polite..every mothers dream son-in-law"..well anyway, he is taken..and soon to be a dad. He quit from Perfect10 just to stay at home and be a full time dad. I salute Daniel Ong for his sacriffice for being a parent. He is tooo polite to even scold the young listener..hahahah. Anyway...he is so much nicer than his brother..the brutal Glenn Ong..

Daniel Ong is now a proud daddy of a baby girl

We could vote him "Mr Nice Guy"

The Flying Dutchman

This man is a "Legend" among the deejays in Singapore. And for 14 years he's on the air, i seldom miss his segment or show..love him..his jokes and natural art of funny faces. I won't miss listening to him eversince during the old times duo with Joe Augustine. A truly heartland singaporean..he is more "local" than the local as the saying goes. I seen him eating at the hawker centre..not "paiseh" of his status of a celebrity. He brought his grnadson to the park..just like any grandfather will do. He travel so simple, no limosine. He went marketing with his wife. Spend Sundays with the family's. He has no "Arrogance Air" around him. He is also a humble person. Never lack a smile from his face. A great personality...and he will always quotes word of wisdom from the famous people.

We could vote for him " The King Of Radio Deejays "

Glenn Ong

Do you know this man? Have you heard of his name? He is so opposite of his brother, Daniel Ong. He is so popular for being a "The Naughty One"...he break so many hearts when he got married for the 2nd time to Jamie Yeo!!!! and now are together with Jean Danker...can you believe it?? Is he going to turn up like Jack Neo??Well, at least he got the looks, height, body and with all that tattoos to go along with..a perfect package for a fling..well..he is slightly nicer now..after the divorce and he mind his words now...and i love the 3 trio much more. I hope this time he find..everlasting love..yoohoooo Glenn...u go boy!!

pssttt...and he also have that smooth sexy voice that sometimes make girls drool..and the songs that he play..are always catchy...and rocks...love you glenn..

We could vote him ...." The Prince of Radio "....

This particular stuff is written out of fun. And if i offended anyone in this segment, i apologise sincerely.

One of my greatest wish is to see Glenn Ong re-marry again to the lady of his choice and have many babies....May Allah bless you Glenn...and congrat for winning the Award..u deserve it..

a new news

2010-02-23T22:08:00.001-08:00

Dear blogger,

More and more are resigning...and another is Evon..i just couldn't help but notice that my department morale is getting more low....

chinese new year 2010

2010-02-23T20:32:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

For Chinese New Year 2010, i decided to spend my holidays in Singapore as i am too lazy to join few thousands tourist that will be travelling out of the checkpoints...and i am broke.. :)..hehee..

I decided to join my brother Isa for the first 2 day of the holidays...firstly on the eve of CNY, we went to JB Jusco..did few shopping's( for them mostly ) and makan...the first time i was brought to VILLA BANAFEE..a new restaurant ala Bali concept that is new in JB..and the food is fabulous and affordable. There was a lot of fire works due to the CNY around Johore Bahru, although their Sultan Iskandar passed away few months ago.

On the second day, I join my brother and his family again for a little picnic and cycling at Pasir Ris. Had a wonderful time and at the same time...we visit Fawzie and Nur little baby...Nayli.

Then, initially i will be spending a night at Isa crib but then, since all of us will be going to Pasir Ris theme and water park, the boys spend a nite at Uncle Isa house. But the next day, it was the girls nite at Uncle Isa house..this is their first time spending a nite there..

Aqil and daddy cycling together....

Aqil posing with daddy

"SSSaaayyyaaaannggg ayah"

Same pose...

its his turn to eat.......

Aqil with abang zikri and ibu...

the scenery of the beach....

the loving brothers...and another one will be coming soon...

his favourite drink..

Resignation 2010

2010-02-19T01:28:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

Should i be surprise or shock? Should i be amused of the news that came my way? The truth is..i was partially shock to hear no one but total of 4 staff from my department to resign in this particular month. February 2010. Why?

Now...that's a question we all should ponder in ourself. Are you happy to stay in this department? This is often the question asked or quote directed to the person or me..and i will reply them honestly and directness from me.." i was not happy.But due to financial problems i am having..i willing to go thru it. I do enjoy working with some nice and great colleagues but that's all." How is VC been treating the staff...( a question directed to me )...my reply is...."Why dun you asked others"....

Its better be safe...coz its full of hypocrites in the departments. Once your back is turn..they will talk and say about you...or another person...well...that's human.

Well, back to the main topic...its a total of 4..Deanne Ho (coordinator/front staff), Raymond (Sorting rm), Mardiana (counter) and Sasikala(sorting/transcript)..these are the staff who are leaving. Masni has left last December. I hope they will have another job replacement ready or soon to be..and Sasi is opening a shop soon, at Mohammad Sultan Rd...all the best to them...

Trouble at work

2010-02-18T21:06:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

What is the heck is wrong with the people in KKH? Why is there a lot of back stabbing and twist words agenda in this particular hospital??Why?

Is it wrong to be DIRECT? Is it wrong to be friendly and honest to another party? Why must others be provoke at or being aim as one?

Life is short and i enjoy working with others in my department although...there is turmoil and problems looming over my head.

Department Di Party 2010

2010-02-18T17:09:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

My department had the end of the year 2009 party on 6 Febuary 2010 at the Staff Lounge. Since i was not one of the member for the comitee this year, i decided to join in all the fun and dance's. My team is " MJ Nobody "..interesting rite...well dun be surprise as this year, its the first time everyone seen me dancing and grooving...and we won 1st prize...

royce, olivia, merryl and Joy....

the MJ...nessen,deanna,annie and evon...

Prof David with Lesley

annie,charlene,zahiah and tina

me and charlene...

Men-at-work....Chee Wai...

the 2 Mj and ladies...

Dr Luke Toh,Chee Wai and Nee Seen

Dr Chong and Dr Hollie....

Ajit with Dr matthew and Dr Ehab....

me with Dr Matthew

with Dr Suneth

the YMCA team dancing and shaking...

The Wondergals making their debut....

The M.J showing off their grooves...

Ghaz...dancing infornt of the Judge..Dr harvey

the only hip-hop team....

aahh...a tango presentation from Dr Merryl

to eat or not to eat : James....

Lesly and Charlene

i am going to miss them...they are leaving my department for greener pasture...

Dr Sumeet with son...

that's ranjini and son...

Makan-makan at Rasa Rasa

2010-02-18T06:55:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

Last January, my family and i went to Rasa Rasa Seafood, located at Woodlands road..the old Marsiling..facing the checkpoint. The food is courtesy of my brother Isa and Fawzie. The food is exceptionally better than Marks Place in Changi Road...is a surprise to me.

The purpose of this dinner, is also to celebrate my sister, Salina birthday. My sister in law, Fida and Isa gave her a black colour pump shoe while Nur and Fawzie gave her some trinkets from Soo Kee Jewellery.

Sweet Aqil with Natasha...

With Wak Lin....

with Wak Didi

This pic is taken a week before she pop out

Little Hannan on Xmas debut

2010-02-08T07:30:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

My dear old friend,Almunawarah gave birth to a baby boy on Christmas Day, at KKH. Little Hannan means a loving person..make his debut. I am so happy for her..thus there is an additional family member for her to pour out all her love and attention to.

Almun with Deen and little Hannan...

changing the baby

Happy New Year..Welcome 2010...

2010-01-10T21:36:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

Its been a long time i have written on my blog...i would like to wish all readers...everyone..each of u...a Happy New Year..and May Allah Bless You Always

A new man

2009-12-12T12:19:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

This is a news that i wanted to share with my own personal friends.

There is a new MAN in my life now. We never knew how fate play the events in our life but Allah way work wonders. Sometimes, i must tell myself to wake..its not a dream but couldn't think of others..except being extremely ......in this relationship. But there is an obstacles...the distance...we are far apart but due to the latest telecommunications and Internet...i get to chat with him daily online..

I thought it was just a prank or a joke but it's not. My heart begins to long to hear his voice over the phone and sometimes,i can't wait to end work earlier and rush home.

Insyallah..Allah will guide me in this relationship and see where it end. And i hope for a positive signs....

Popeyes dinner

2009-12-05T18:16:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

I love to eat...obviously from my size you could tell it. My last rendezvous is..at Popeye's located at Singapore Flyer.....at Marina. The food was delicious and crispy. Worth any cent and dollars i spend there...I would recommend others to
Popeye's Singapore Flyers instead at Terminal 3 Changi, which the taste is sooo different that you could tell, the chicken is pre-fried in advanced. Now...there is no freshness and quality to be compared to the other branch.

Sabrina....my partner in Makan-Makan....

Our spread of delicious food...

5star for this mashed potato..it taste so delicious...

2 meal set for 2 big babelicious ladies...

Fika..the swedish cafe

2009-12-05T17:45:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

I never had any Swedish food before. Knowing that my taste is always not to the western side but i am, willing to explore others except eating any wild animals delicacy, which my stomach couldn't take it..masyallah..

I heard from few friends, there is a new cafe open in Arab Street. This i must check upon. Words had describe that the food is delicious and ambiance is nice and comfy but....the price is high. For a small serving of Salmon salad...its nearly cost S$18.00...and a Swedish Meatballs is nearly S$19.00..wow..so anyway, i drag Almun and follow on by Herda and her hubby...she is due anytime...

Total amount for 4 person is around S$114.00..that's for a small meal to me...

Where is my FOOD?

hhmm...waiting...and waiting...

"I'm Hungry"....

That's the smoked salmon salad....

I would say..the pasta was my favourite of the nite...

This meal is not worth it...

All of us enjoy the desserts...

The chocolate brownie with ice-cream

Apple crumble with Ice-cream

We stop over at kebab store to get some food for the family

he took me..and i took his...

Dinner at bali thai with the gals

2009-12-05T16:46:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

For the celebrations of November babies, i have organise a dinner at Bali Thai for everyone...but unfortunately, only two can't make it but the rest do. A hearty dinner and get together with some new and old frens really make my day...

Unfortunately...we are too hungry that we forgot to take some of the food pictures...

a lily from Farah

Farah and Peah

Farah and wirza

Me with peah and wirza

Hainah and me

All of us..who attended the dinner...

a Nite at Kumar's

2009-11-27T11:01:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

My birthday celebration on 8th Nov 2009 was a simple and sweet...a gathering among close karaoke buddies and and old friends. After our dinner at Bali Thai at Novena, we proceed to Orchard Tower for Kumar Nite...it was a hilarious and funny nite. I managed to grab a pic with Kumar and his dancer...all the gorgeous "gals"..was so enticed with their costumes also..Kumar, as normal...friendly and sweet person...although..he was in a hurry for the next show...or home..heheh...thank you..all of you...who has made my nite to remember..

kumar with me

Jannah and me...both in blue

with Kumar dancers of the nite

It was Farah,Mas and my birthday nite

farah..the bride to be and Peah

mas and wirza pose on the streets while waiting for

taxi

Janna and Mas busy on the phone

I hope you have enjoy the pictures. Forgive me for posting it late but neveretheless....better late than never.

Al mum day before haji

2009-11-27T10:52:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

Almunwarah mum is leaving for Pilgrimage to Mekkah on Monday, so i spend nearly the whole day with the family...and keeping the mum company. There was others..Almun cousins and brother and his family. Almun uncle and aunt too...bought a lot of cakes and pastries...happy to know that everyone is there...

Me and Almun niece....

Her niece hugging her tummy...

Together with along daughter...

the 2 little gals keep us entertaining....the whole day

Heerda Twins

2009-11-26T11:10:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

One of my close fren, Herda gave birth to twins. Little Dayang and Ahmad was born in KKH..on 4th Nov 2009..a day before daddy birthday and 4 days away from mine. Well, after nearly 7 years married, the couple are blessed with a twins and will have their hand full soon.

Little Ahmad is Hungry...."Where is my milk"

A picture of him sleeping before screaming...

great lungs...

Paternal grandma is carrying little Dayang....

Both grandmas are carrying each...

grandma is feeding milk to Dayang

me with Ahmad....

Grandma with Ahmad...

I think she is so confused as to "why are there so many people looking at me.."

looking straight at me...hehehe

Now...herda mum is carrying ahmad

"Boo"

Daddy first time feeding Dayang milk

the soup first...

Herda aunt...

We visit Herda at her crib..recently to give the gift...

muliantoh...and alin..

2009-11-20T08:35:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,
I know this sound and look strange..as i posted some unknown faces on my blog...but these two people are my old school/class mates that i have lost touched for so many years....and managed to meet up..unexpectedly at Immigration Department..coincidentally...had a nice chat with them especially with Alin..

We shared some old school jokes and some pictures. Luckily, Alin have a facebook, so we managed to keep in touch...

Since Yanto drive a Suzuki Swift...he gave me a lift to Plaza Singapura for lunch with Almunawarah...

Its so nice to meet them again...

Get a snap of his pic while he was in the car driving....

Getting started with a cigarette first...

Alin and Yanto..for nearly together for 14 years...wow...and more to come...

Lunch with almun and mimah

2009-11-20T08:27:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

I managed to meet up with almun after collecting my new ic..hhmm..i choose the wrong picture for it...UWaaakkkk...but what to do...its already done. I can't turn back the clock anyway.

Yantoh and alin drop me off at Plaza Singapura..met them up at the ICA Lavender. So glad, after so long....they are both my schoolmates and yantoh was my classmate till secondary 3..then he disappeared. They are featured in my next blog..

So after meeting Almun, we had a short lunch at JK cafe (jalan kayu cafe), which is next to the Plaza Singapura...and then, we watch The Blue Mansion..a local film by Glen Goei. It was hilarious,captivating,very heartwarming story. I am proud of this local movie..they really stir some conscious of family issues in the society. After the movie, we meet up with Hamimah and proceed to have lunch at Manhattan Fish Market...thank you almun for the treat..i specially love the Mud Pie and nevertheless....i am waiting for the TGIF mud pie..TGIF will be open in Dec at the Orchard. So definitely will be going there...i will..

After a while, we are joined by almun hubby, Deen..and he is on a "shopping spree"..from Harvey Norman. Wow..that's all i can say...from what he had bought.

That night, we decided to watch "This Is It" movie,a tribute to King Of POP...Michael Jackson. It was enjoyable..looking at his preparation for his UK concert, but he died a few weeks before the 1st concert in London. His songs and music clips are always been watched by thousands of fans..including me. Yeah...i luv his songs,clips and the person. Never get the chance to see him in person but personally, his songs did move me..especially "The Man in the mirror"..listen to it and you will understand.

Almun and Mimah...the younger sister practically grew up in front of me..so pretty

oohh..my..the mud pie...

This is the Mud Pie from Manhattan Fish Market....

Durian Feast at herda crib

2009-11-20T04:52:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,
Knowing that both my close frens are pregnant at the moment, their craving of food infected me..or maybe i should say..i have been infected them..so far...

Knowing Herda is now on rest at home,since she is pregnant with twins..how lucky. I am so happy for her and Din..can't wait for the day...

Well, almun and me have since planned to have dinner at Herda crib and also Aidilfitri gathering at her place. Almun craved for durians,and i stop over at Causewaypoint and bought her some..actually, 4 packets althogether..delicious thick yellow flesh of durians..wow..just at right time to eat it..and dear herda cooked pasta and fried chicken wings. Thanks to her husband for helping out too..never forget...Ice Cream..not knowing what they want...so i bought 3 types..Ben & Jerry Chocolate Brownie, Marigold Dark Chocolate and Lime Sorbet..that one is nice...a new flavour introduced by a close fren, when i met him up for short dinner,simply refreshing..

Herda opening the 1st box of durians...

that's one of durians that i bought....

yeaahh...she put one in....

hhhmmm...simply delicious....

some of the muchkins that almun brought over...

Din...the ever-after helpful house-husband..where can i find one like that??

the delicious fried chicken wings...

delicious pasta from herda...i should learn how to cook from her...

She cannot stop

The lime sorbet....the refreshing ice-cream u got to taste...

Gelato ice-cream dark chocolate...

The Chocolate Fudge Brownie...delicious to the max...

Frens from KKH

2009-11-14T09:32:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

Kak Teenie, ex-staff of KKH ,Kak Eliza from DDMS and Kak Sherida decided to meet up for dinner and movie..but alas, Kak Eliza couldn't join us for the movie. But we had a great time with the dinner at Amirah Grill and the spread was sumptuous..wonderful food...and great time...

Just right after dinner, we took a stroll down to Arab Street and had great time posing for pictures in one of the shops,which has a lot of antiques stuff...it was like "Blast From The Past"...

So, we did managed to catch.."500 Days"..it was a romantic comedy but there is a message hidden in the movie..It shows, guys too can cry when they are heartbroken..i am used to the feminine side of the story where the ladies always suffered from the break-up but in this movie, it show the gentle guy and how he bounced back to himself after the break-up. This story, really touching although, some of the characters are hilarious and weak.

OK...enough of the movies characters..here are some of the pictures..so enjoy

Kak Eliza and Kak Teenie posed before the meal arrived...

That's me with kak sherida

cutenya dia dua...

all of us with the meals...

Steak for kak teenie...

my lamb chop...

Naan bread...delicious...

with old jukebox....

with old microphone...

nice bike...

Sepak takraw ball...

the 2 ladies having fun at the shop

At the cinema..with Kak Syerida

Old Frens to the Cribs...

2009-11-14T09:12:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

For this year Ramadan, its was a small and boisterious gathering of old frens and surprisingly, Hainah decided to join us. Except, there is no Jannar, Mas or Siti(my cousin)..there is only Rafeah and family,Manisa and her family and Hainah..oohh..i am so happy to see them..after so long, especially Hainah.

I was supposed to meet all of them at Manisah crib in Bukit Batok but unfortunately, i woke up late.And my sister, was very "pissed off " with me for not helping her to cooked, the next morning..luckily, my brother-in-law save the day...heheeheh

All of us went to Rafeah crib after visiting mine..and we had some fun taking pictures of everyone at her place..after that, Hainah and me hitch a ride back to Choa Chu Kang from Manisah..and i had great time eating desserts with hainah,as usual. I am sooo surprised that she actually stay few blocks away from me.

Wawan and mummy.....

Lovely ladies...after nearly of more than 10 years of friendships...

my hair is seriously sooo messy...it was windy

me and hainah with manisah kids...

they were so tired and sleep in the car, the journey on the way to Rafeah place

this shot was taken at my house,before we left the place...

in this pic...Peah look so radiant and softer with heer son...

Manisa was charging her battery in my room...

Till this day...i pray our friendships will stay strongs...syukur alhamdulilah

Kak Liza visiting to CCK

2009-11-14T09:08:00.000-08:00

Dear Blogger,

My sister old friend..from school till now, pay us a visit during the Ramadan month..with her 6 kids..the younger one happen to be twins..both are girls. The kids are cute and adorable and mummy is so slim and beautiful. She is always got a nice figure,although she is already in her 40s..i really admired her.

My sister with one of the sleeping twin...

My sister with Kak liza together with another twin

jalan raya to siti hse

2009-10-30T08:41:00.001-07:00

Dear Blogger,
We went to Zaihan house on Friday nite and its Siti house on Saturday nite..as usual the weather is wet and i was not feeling too well. My sis have some guests over and i slipped out. I know its kind of rude but i wasn't in the mood to say hi to them..its the weather..hahah(alasan....)

At Siti crib, i was so amazed of the high celling and structure of the house..she is staying on the 1st level...but it was nice and cooling atmosphere...and the decoration in the house is simple and yet..beautiful.

This pic is so funny....Zaihan and me snapshot of each other...

Wow...the fridge is full of the magnets from all over the world....

And i bump into her at Siti crib..she was there with her family...she is siti cousin...elfaezah

Reyna..with Danie..become my langsir model of the nite..hahahah

Little Danie with his parent...

The couple become Model of the night....

Zaihan quickly checking on Siti pictures...

that was a nice fruit yogurt dessert from Siti...delicious although just a simple dish

that's me with Areq and Reyna with little Dani

I managed to grab this pic from Areq album...

Jalan Raya with the old gangs...zaihan hse

2009-10-17T08:02:00.000-07:00

Dear Blogger,

This year Hari Raya celebration is meaningful to me. I get to celebrate with my ex-classmates from BVSS after such a long time of absence. Although i couldn't get others but i am glad that few of us such as Siti Mardiana,Areq(musliha),Azmin,Herry and Zaihan get together for visiting..and that's good enough. It was a last minute decision anyway. And Areq baked me biscuits..it was simply delicious..full of nuts and sunflower seeds.

The first house that we visit is Zaihan and Reyna crib in Yishun. It was like.."killing two birds with one stone.."..we are there for the Raya visiting and at the same time..Zaihan new baby...a little boy.

Some of the pictures are taken by Areq and Siti camera..enjoy yourself.

Siti as the photographer...

Now, Azmin as the photographer...

The ladies in the kitchen...

Before we left...i managed to carried little Dani

seriously, i just don't know what is Areq action...but its funny

Drumlets by Reyna...

Fried Macoroni by reyna....that's my favourites tooo...

as usual...she will start snapping....

Being the host...he got to serve us..hahahah

Me and Areq....she is sooo pretty in the kebaja...

Pic is a snap from Siti car...

they pick me up and send me home too...

thanks for the lovely night...i had fun laughing...

With Yanti and Adif

2009-10-17T06:50:00.000-07:00

Dear Blogger,

I decided to used all the movie tickets that are still in my hands,which end in September 2009. We decided to watch it at GV Plaza Singapura, right after my audition for a commercial at York Hotel ended. Adif is as normal..nut he is jobless and looking for a job...so anyone reading this, if u have any vacancies for a talented artist like him..he is absolutely good in photography,arts and drawing...do HIRE him..dun let a wasted talent go...

So, we are watching...i dun remember the title but before it began....the whole cinema black out...dark...so wats the use of waiting...make another date and go for teh tarik next door....sound good to me thou....rather than wasting my time..waiting for the movie to begin again...

Shamsul and Family..at McDonald KKH

2009-10-16T12:15:00.000-07:00

Dear Blogger,

I met Shamsul, my old school mates from Bouna Vista Secondary. The last time i seen him and his family is at my house BBQ party...that's is after so long...He brought his daughter for check up and scan at DI and thus i was the co-coordinator for that day...was very surprised to see him. Later on, meet them again at McDonald and eat my dinner with them. His daughter is sooooo cute and his wife,Anna is very adorable...and petite..

A visit to Cik Zainal open house

2009-10-16T11:43:00.001-07:00

Dear Blogger,

This year on Syawal Aidilfitri month, i managed to catch up with old colleagues from Mitsui Hi-Tec,and i am so glad to meet Cik Zainal and his family...and he moved to Bukit Panjang, which is facing the mosque...it is so accessible and he also passed his driving license..and now driving a VIOS...heheheeh...cool lah Cik Zainal...

And both of his son...are in media industry...eldest is a Rancour band member and another is an actor..who act in "Danial", the drama in Suria..

Adam trying out the Gambas...

the entrance to cik zainal house...

With cik Zainal and his whole family....

With Yuzaimi from Rancour and his brother....

Renungan..untuk semua

2009-10-16T11:43:00.000-07:00

Dear Blogger,

It is now a usual routine to listen to Islam FM on Malaysia channel on my radio. Bit of advice and sermon have made myself respective of things,people and surrounding around me. Whatever happens to oneself, its a sign that shown by Allah.Its up to us to change our way, our lifestyle and ourself importantly..here is one of the sermons that i get from the radio..although is a bit "Strong" in words but the meaning, is something we must ponder...

" Orang yang memegang babi itu sebenarnya lebih baik daripada orang yang memegang tangan manusia yang bukan mahramnya kerana pegang babi hanya najis hukumnya.

Walaupun dalam kategori najis berat tetapi najis itu masih boleh dibersihkan dengan cara yang telah ditetapkan oleh syarak. Manakala bila kita memegang tangan yang bukan mahram kita dengan sengaja seperti kebanyakkan pasangan kekasih masa kini, hukumnya adalah dosa dan dosa itu tidak akan terbasuh walaupun kita cuci dengan air daripada tujuh perigi atau tujuh sungai mahupun tujuh lautan sekalipun.

Dosa kita itu hanya boleh diampunkan oleh allah sahaja di atas kehendak-Nya.."

I hope this message reach out to the others....

Engagement...

2009-10-03T12:18:00.000-07:00

Dear Blogger,

The person below is my senior in school..and also a cousin to my ex-schoolmates, Masliza. Her name is Kak Ayu and if you have read her journal in multiply, you will understand why i am so happy of her soon to be nuptial. She has went thru so much and a lot of disappointment and now, i know she is blissful happy with the right man. Her journal, made me shed a tears and i felt her pain coz i been in her shoe before, And now,i can't wait to attend her nuptial which is in December...

This is a pic which i taken from her multiply...she is so sweet....

Pic is taken with Masliza parents...

Taken with masliza and hubby and parents

Kaum Hawa

2009-09-27T08:12:00.000-07:00

Dear Blogger,

I am very lucky, from where i am staying and work, i get to hear some Malaysian Radio Channel. Since the early start of Ramadhan month, i have been listening to IslamFM on Malaysian Radio wave. Not only some sermons are so touching but they never forget to bring out the weakness of Hawa(women's). This is one of the quote by a Dr Masyitah on the radio, while i was on the way home to break my fast, i was listening to the channel. Her quote is still playing on my mind..and i will always remember it..this is also a good pointer on some singles ladies especially Malay-Muslim like me...on why must we be inpatient and rush to the altar? Don't let others pressured ourself to make the decision. Take your time to read it but i apologised, it is in Malay..for readers who doesn't understand Malay..maybe i will translate for you later on....

"Kepada Kaum Hawa,
Andai engkau belum berkahwin, janganlah kau risau akan jodohmu. Ingatlah Hawa, janji Tuhan kita, wanita yang baik adalah untuk lelaki yang baik. Jangan menggadaikan maruah kamu hanya semata-mata kerana seorang lelaki. Jangan memakai yang menampakkan susuk tubuhmu,hanya untuk menarik perhatian dan memikat kaum Adam, kerana kau bukan memancing hatinya tetapi merangsang nafsunya.

Oleh itu Hawa,
Jagalah pandanganmu, jagalah pakaianmu, jagalah akhlakmu , kuatkan pendirianmu. Andai kata ditakdirkan tiada cinta daripada Adam untuk mu, cukuplah hanya cinta Allah menyinari dan memenuhi jiwamu. Biarlah hanya cinta kedua-dua ibu bapamu yang memberi hangatan kebahagiaan dirimu. Cukuplah sekadar cinta adik-beradik serta keluarga yang akan membahagiakan dirimu. Cintailah Allah dikala susah dan senang kerana kau akan memperolehi cinta daripada insan yang juga mencintai Allah. Cintailah kedua ibu bapamu kerana kau akan perolehi keredaan Allah. Cintailah keluargamu kerana tiada cinta selain cinta keluarga."

The sermons reachout for those who are singles but always remember, our destiny is in Allah hand...

Hari Raya 2009

2009-09-24T16:58:00.001-07:00

Dear Blogger,

For 2009 Hari Raya celebration, was a simple and short celebration. Nothing so grand,and as what the global crisis is all about, we try so save as much as we can. I am lucky, there is nothing much for me to get ,except for some tibits and my "Baju Kurung" for myself. As for this year, my bro Azman and wife, Kak kalsom join us for the annual visiting session. Here are some of the pictures..do enjoy

At Cik Ramlah place in Tembeling Road....

Ain,Fida and Nad

Me,ain with Aqil,Fida and Nad with Natasha

Cik Aziz busy entertaining us, while my bro Isa and Adam busy taking pic

The spread of food on the table

Ain,Natasha,Ain,fida and me

getting ready for pic at my bro,azman crib

bro fawzie giving out order.....

i was carrying aqil, who were sleeping peacefully on me

Nadd asking forgiveness from me...

Beloved Aqil

Aqil with kakak nadiah

At Uncle Salleh house in Jurong West

My bro quickly pull him away before he damaged anything...

Trying to assemble ourself.....

look at my aunt and uncle..they looked confused....:))

pic taken at Pak Salleh house during the 2nd day of raya

My brother with wife...who is expecting their 1st child next year

me and my cousin , Aniza

the group pic is taken at Pah Body house....

our great-great granparent house in Perak...

my cousin, Imran and wife...its such a long time i have seen him...

"Quick..i am going to take your pic "

this pic taken with Nenek Mah and Tok Mat....

taken at Mak Long hse at Pasir Panjang

taken with my favourite uncle hamid at Geylang

taken at Pak Din place in Tampiness

this pic is taken at my brother place....

my sis and brother-in-law

my brother in law family side...

a pic of all of us....

Ending of Ramadhan

2009-09-24T16:53:00.000-07:00

Dear Blogger,

For this year Ramadhan..there is a lot of difference if compared to last year. For this 2009, the fasting month is taken seriously by me. I decided to change for the better, under no influence from others except Allah. Nevertheless, this Ramadhan month, flow peacefully for me...Alhamdulilah, there was no hanky-panky or some other reason, unless i got my menses of course,i completed 24 days altogether. Syukur Alhamdulilah..

The Ayer Hitam Trip

2009-09-13T11:10:00.000-07:00

Dear Blogger,

Last Saturday, i followed my brother Isa and whole gang of family members to Ayer Hitam for Keropok Bazaar...it was my 1st time there and really an eye opener..got to see a lorry ...was turned upside down by the roadside and COWS...lembu..hahahah..its been so long i have been to the Zoo...

The factory was situated right inside a village area...Gali Batu Village or Kampung Gali Batu..and along the stretch of road, there was others home-business of crackers and biscuits. The Malaysians are smart in doing business especially home-based, can't denied that. So after the shopping spree at Ayer Hitam, we proceed to Angsana Plaza. I admit, my brother Isa is a very careful driver and sleek too..just seating next to him in the car, i could feel that he is a bit of considerate driver. Although, he too speed may reach 113km/hr on the Malaysian highway,he knows the limit..u go BRO...!!!

At Angsana Plaza, there was a lot of things to shops..and buy..especially flowers and cushions. I wanted to get some but i don't have enough cash. So, buy within our limits. I wanted to get some novels but there was a lot of peoples and Angsana is sooo crowded with Singaporeans. Wow..sometimes i believe We,Singaporean are getting richer. There wasn't much to get anyway,i leave everything to my sister,anyway,since i have a budget and now, my Sony Ericsson's got to be send for repair soon...and all that is $$$$...thank you for Almun..i borrow her mother hand phone temporarily. Alhamdulilah..there is always another insan to help me, when this situation arise..

Aqil...being the youngest..all the attention is on him..and he know it..smart boy. He is being cheeky and cute and still afraid of CAT..hahahahah

Aqil with my bro and Kak Ema girls...

a huge choice of crackers...

Kerepek ubi..

some of the choices...with the biscuts...

that's my baskets full of keropok

the kids entertaining themselves....

he roll his eye at me when i asked a bit of his tibits..:)

Ramadhan...2009

2009-09-13T10:46:00.001-07:00

Dear Blogger,

As the Ramadhan,the holy month in the Muslim calendar is ending soon..i believe this year Ramadhan has brought me a lot of test from Allah S.W.T. Firstly, is the financial issues...secondly,the test on my patience on my work, the surrounding and the fellow colleagues. It was a challenging experience for me but Alhamdulilah..i am sure Allah S.W.T will guide me..insyallah..everything will be smooth for the coming Syawal..

Iftar with Familiy..at Home..

2009-09-13T09:30:00.000-07:00

Dear Blogger,

It is not always all of my family members get together and spend quality time but my brothers, Isa and Fawzie drop by with their respective wives and kids to my sister place last weekend for Iftar. I guess, they are from other places and drop-by to our place. There was so much foods and my sister,cooked more so that everyone had their shared. Just like arwah mum and nenek...always cooked more...the basic traits in the women in my family..

But the number one reason for me to look forward for any gathering is ....AQIL..hehehe..i guess, everyone is also feeling the same thing as me. Can't denied that he is soooo adorable,chubby,cheeky,smart ,funny and lovable...whenever i look at him..he remind me a bit or my late dad..and also late grandpa..but there is also a similarity of my sis-in-law late father in him..in my opinion..there is everything of everyone in him.. ..

he is getting chubbier....

trying to get away from me....

playing around with Wak Sidi....and he groan in "Pain,Pain"

Ibu changing his shirt.....

strike a pose on the sofa....

laughing while drinking his milk....

this is my favourite picture of all....

he is so occupied with his transformer toy....

with abang Danial..on aunty lin bed...

i guess..that's his 2ND bottle of milk...

playing with Ayah...

Aunt Lin can't resist kissing him while ayah changing his diaper...

and in the end..he got carried away by Aunt Lin....

Iftiar With the Kalaoke Gals

2009-09-12T12:00:00.000-07:00

Dear Blogger,

Once again, thank you for those who take times reading this blog, especially my sis-in-law..now i got a follower..hahahah

Anyway, Iftar on Ramadan with the gangs..happen on 4Th September 2009. We had fun and the funny thing is, Jannah and me bump into the bus while alighting..at Geylang..macam jodoh gitu..hahah. I had fun every time with the gals,although we catch up for a short time and soon, one of us is getting hitched soon..glad and happy to hear about it. Will be on Dec 5Th and 6Th..and soon..will be her Hen night..looking forward to it..especially all of us..will be joining to celebrate.

Farah, the Dec bride...looking sweet as usual.....

She really enjoying her food...

My Buter Chicken..so tasteless...

they are really hungry

our plates...after eaten all the foods...

Flowers on sale...especially at Ramadan Bazaar

and she is choosing her ROSE...

i am telling MAS to buy this songket....

3 for $100...wow..so cheap

trying to help Mas to finish heer noodles..

How we sleep during Ramadan....

2009-09-04T12:14:00.001-07:00

Dear Blogger,

As this year, the 1st day of Ramadan or fasting month in the Muslim calendar started, was during the weekend. Thus, most of us have ample time of rest and sleep but as it slip into weekdays, fatigue and lethargic came..that's how some of us, feel weak. So, every lunch hour, we sleep and this is how we do it...hehehehe